Not Real Yet

OK, I'm fine<br />
Maybe if I say it one more time<br />
Try a little harder, make it even louder<br />
Over, over, till I'm feeling better<br />
What if these words<br />
Float away and are never heard<br />
Will it turn out like it should<br />
I don't see it, don't feel it<br />
<br />
Say that You love me<br />
Tell me You won't leave<br />
I wanna believe it, hear it, I'm listening<br />
Wish I could see You<br />
Get close and touch You<br />
Lord, I need You here, please remind me<br />
Help me feel it, it's not real yet<br />
It's not real yet<br />
<br />
You are the start<br />
And I know You are my end<br />
What a pretty picture, does it even matter<br />
All the moments happening between them<br />
What if my life is just dust when stars collide<br />
All the questions won't stop, never stop<br />
No, they won't stop<br />
<br />
Say that You love me<br />
Tell me You won't leave<br />
I wanna believe it, hear it, I'm listening<br />
Wish I could see You<br />
Get close and touch You<br />
Lord, I need You here, please remind me<br />
Help me feel it, it's not real yet<br />
It's not real yet<br />
<br />
I only feel the peace of truth<br />
When I search with all my heart for You<br />
<br />
And these thoughts just fade<br />
I find the only way<br />
To know You any better, seek You forever<br />
Closer to anything that matters<br />
It breaks my heart<br />
Like a familiar scar<br />
'Cause You were there all along, all along<br />
<br />
Say that You love me<br />
Tell me You won't leave<br />
I wanna believe it, hear it, I'm listening<br />
Wish I could see You<br />
Get close and touch You<br />
Lord, I need You here, please remind me<br />
Help me feel it, it's not real yet<br />
It's not real yet